I've been deprived of sleep for the last few days. And when
I lay there on my bed staring at the ceiling a flurry of emotions rages through
my mind. It’s funny that we created another entity in the brain – the heart.
But understand this, it is the brain that brings forth all problems and when
the time comes it brings forth the solutions as well (not always, though).
Loss creates a void inside the brain: all those emotions,
memories and other good things become, in a way, rather intangible. Only the
lessons remain. There’s always a fire within ourselves. Loss invigorates it and
turns it into a conflagration which eventually burns you. Sometimes it is destructive and sometimes it is far more
beautiful than the best dream you've ever had.
Utopia is like the ideal gas – it does not exist, unless
you’re dead. You think what you love to think. Sometimes good and sometimes
bad. It all directs to the false state of utopia inside your brain.
